Wednesday, November 30, 2016
Thinking out loud

It has been eons since I was last here... Ha! My usual opening statement.

I have deleted all of my blogs, except this one, for basically some sentimental reason(s). I find this particular nook in cyber space a solace. I remember a couple of years ago when I came here to say goodbye to the most influential woman in my life... My mother.

I remember other past instances when this blog served as the sounding board of my unsound mind... Here I find myself again, in this floating space, pouring out my thoughts through my fingertips.... Desperately trying to make sense of what's going on in my chaotic brain.

As usual what I write here may be of no import to whoever unfortunately stumbles upon this not so hidden cove, but I welcome you anyway. Welcome to the most boring blog in cyberspace and I thank you for spending time and reading this far into my post. I must warn you though that whatever I write here may or may not make sense, depending on the current workings of my erratic brain.

Welcome back to me.... And so I say, let the dance begin.

Posted at 09:45 pm by Maroux
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Saturday, April 09, 2016
All that I am

I'm your puppet on strings
watch me sway
to and fro
being pushed by the wind

I am your jester
listen to me quip
as I recite a pasquinade
of nonsensical things

I am your ottoman
lay on me those tired feet
I promise to be squiggly soft
and not move a beat

I am your sponge
pour on to me all your worries
I shall soak them all up
until there's nothing left to make you sad

I am your coffer
tell me your secrets
and I shall guard them with all my might
I promise you things will be alright

I am your friend
the truest you can ever find
I shall be here for you
until the end of time

I am the one who cares
the one who loves you from afar
the one who thinks the world of you
yes, the one who melts with your smile

I am your shadow
contented in the dark
I shall never leave your side
for as long as the moon sets the tide


Posted at 05:29 pm by Maroux
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Tuesday, February 17, 2015
...and so the memories live on

Time stands still for a heart that is full of misery...

I can't believe it has been almost three months since you left us, the pain remains unbearable. I still miss you everyday. I dialed your number awhile ago, just because I was missing you and wanted to hear the intermittent buzzing on the other line. Not really knowing what to expect, what to feel, what to think... but alas! the anticipated buzzing did not even happen... it was switched off!!!  My heart sank, even lower than I thought it could ever sink and realization hit me like a ton of bricks...

You are gone...

You have been gone for almost three months, but it still really hasn't sunk in yet... I don't think it ever will, not while I can keep pretending that you're just a thousand miles away... that you're just on vacation somewhere... I think I'll hold on to my disillusionment a little bit longer, because it hurts less to think that you're somewhere far, than to accept the fact that you are never coming back.

For now, I'll be content in letting the memories live on...

Posted at 10:16 am by Maroux
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