Wednesday, April 19, 2017
To the one who keeps breaking my heart, as if it's a song on repeat... I wish you know how much I love you and I always will, no matter how it hurts...
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you. No mountain I wouldn't climb, no ocean I wouldn't cross, nothing I wouldn't give.
I have loved you even before I met you. I have loved you even when you were still a dot, forming, developing, until you've evolved into a beautiful creation.
I have watched over you, nurtured you, and basked in the wonder of seeing you evolve into the beautiful human being you are now...
No matter how many times we argue, no matter how many times we fight, no matter how many times you choose others before me....
You will always be my only one.
You will always be my only choice.
You will always have my heart, from the time you took your first breath, until the time I take my last.
I wish you can see yourself through my eyes, for only then would you realize just how wonderful you truly are.... Flaws and all.
Posted at 06:39 am by Maroux
Wednesday, November 30, 2016
It has been eons since I was last here... Ha! My usual opening statement.
I have deleted all of my blogs, except this one, for basically some sentimental reason(s). I find this particular nook in cyber space a solace. I remember a couple of years ago when I came here to say goodbye to the most influential woman in my life... My mother.
I remember other past instances when this blog served as the sounding board of my unsound mind... Here I find myself again, in this floating space, pouring out my thoughts through my fingertips.... Desperately trying to make sense of what's going on in my chaotic brain.
As usual what I write here may be of no import to whoever unfortunately stumbles upon this not so hidden cove, but I welcome you anyway. Welcome to the most boring blog in cyberspace and I thank you for spending time and reading this far into my post. I must warn you though that whatever I write here may or may not make sense, depending on the current workings of my erratic brain.
Welcome back to me.... And so I say, let the dance begin.
Posted at 09:45 pm by Maroux
Saturday, April 09, 2016
I'm your puppet on strings
watch me sway
to and fro
being pushed by the wind
I am your jester
listen to me quip
as I recite a pasquinade
of nonsensical things
I am your ottoman
lay on me those tired feet
I promise to be squiggly soft
and not move a beat
I am your sponge
pour on to me all your worries
I shall soak them all up
until there's nothing left to make you sad
I am your coffer
tell me your secrets
and I shall guard them with all my might
I promise you things will be alright
I am your friend
the truest you can ever find
I shall be here for you
until the end of time
I am the one who cares
the one who loves you from afar
the one who thinks the world of you
yes, the one who melts with your smile
I am your shadow
contented in the dark
I shall never leave your side
for as long as the moon sets the tide
Posted at 05:29 pm by Maroux